grrr!
I absolutely detest Performance Appraisals. Thank God this horrid event come about once a year. Imagine doing it every 6 months! arrrghhh!! ( I actually did that with the kids at my previous job, gosh! It’s horrible!) My eluded sanity!! To be honest, It’s bearable if I would only evaluate myself and the people I am fond of.
Just like today. I had to return a reference call to this company a friend is applying to. It was very appeasing because the conversation just flowed. Every question placated with more than satisfactory answers because it came from my heart.
I guess i should get to the fact that my former supervisor selected me to confer an opinion of him. Out of all the newbies that came to the company why me?!! I only worked with the guy for 2 months and he had to put up my name as one of them?
God really did me in this time with his sense of humour… and I couldn’t help but laugh with Him after I’ve completed my Sups’ appraisal. See, I don’t favour the guy. There’s just something about his eyes that are sneaky, it’s truly very unsettling. So, by filling up the neverending review, (which I propose should have an "I’m lying but I don’t want him to look bad option" LOL!) I learned to overlook my unease and force myself to actually discern his good qualities.
Lesson learned? God will keep me from disliking someone. I think He would say it’s not part of the CV He filed for me. Lying couldn’t be all that bad. Maybe after he’d read his review he would try to improve his leadership skills… maybe..cross my fingers and my toes.. hahaha! Si Lord talaga!! tsk!
